Unexpected Gift from Allah

How should i start this story?

Actually i never thought to have a baby right after getting married. I just go with the flow~.. Itu dulu la. Kahwin tu pon dah satu kejutan. Haha..Tapi after 4 month kawen, that feeling to have a baby come. Jadi macam nak sangat baby. Waktu tu bulan 7, I have one project with satu company multinational yang nak deal dengan government. Tapi at that time i feel ive been used by the company. So i quit. At the same time i have my own business, own "staff", own business partner.

It breaks my heart soo much, when u train someone to be success but it turns that you feel unappreciated. Maybe its my false, but as my trainer review all the task, He said its all base on someone attitude. If he/she dont want to proceed, you cant force. Everyone have their own planning.

Hari saya down business partner berhenti buat business, dalam masa yang sama juga saya tahu saya pregnant. Tapi saya tak percaya sangat.

Ni kali ke 2 checkup kat klinik. Doktor scan memang ade baby. At first tak percaya, tp bila nampak baby macam "lompat-lompat" dan tendang2 dinding perut.. then i believe ade insan lain dalam perut.

Assalamualaikum baby. Your umi writing for you=)

LIFE AFTER 3 YEARS

Wow.. its been 3 years i never wrote anything kat blog..

Dulu blog always my addiction to exprss feeling, thought, and prayer..

It seems that i lost my self somewhere..

3 tahun?

What is the biggest change?

1)

I am someone wife!. Tu la the biggest changes in this 3 years...

Bercinta dengan orang lain. Planning utk kawen dengan orang lain lagi, but kawen dengan orang lain. Sekejap je..orang kata jodoh tu dtg pada waktu yang tepat. Yerp sangat tepat...syukur sangat.

2) i never ever thought i can have my own business, my own support system. Masih belajar... banyak turun naik .. banyak air mata.. banyak gelak ketawa, banyak stress.. but alhamdulillah im blessed.

3) i learn a lot this 3 years. Nak senang bukannye senang dan nak senang bukannya perlukan masa yang sekejap. dan kegagalan demi kegagalan adalah asam garam kejayaan.

I still believe raihanah could be the best corporat dietitian, the best motivator,the best entrepenuer.

wish me the best 

Pejuang Agama, Bangsa dan Negara.